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Cancer ~ First Pages

Seeded on Tue Jun 15, 2010 4:55 PM EDT
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I'm mad. I'm angry. I'm pissed off.
Cancer is so strange. I don't understand it. I don't know why it exists or why is chooses the people it chooses or why it goes away or why it leaves families broken or why it leaves — I don't understand it.

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azsky13

This article gives voice to what I am thinking this week as I get closer to the 5th anniversary of my father's death.

  • 5 votes
Reply#1 - Tue Jun 15, 2010 4:58 PM EDT
rottlady

This lady really know how to write a poignant piece doesn't she. I'm writing this with tears in my eyes and sadness in my heart. Mary, my heart goes out to you on this not so lovely anniversary, if you need to talk, please call me.

Your friend,

Elizbeth

  • 5 votes
Reply#2 - Tue Jun 15, 2010 5:11 PM EDT
azsky13

Elizabeth,

Yes, she does. She writes her way through it like I used to do. I am fortunate to call her friend.

I'm ok. It is day by day. Father's Day is actually harder for me, and of course that comes right behind it. There are so many reminders that it is hard to get away from it. I think I would have to go into hiding and not turn on TV or go online to escape it.

I am also fortunate to call you friend as well. Thank you for always being so supportive. Just knowing you are there makes it easier.

Mary

  • 2 votes
#2.1 - Tue Jun 15, 2010 6:17 PM EDT
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mstanley2265

and from my dearly beloved.....why me?

  • 3 votes
Reply#3 - Tue Jun 15, 2010 5:39 PM EDT
azsky13

and no answers can be found...

  • 2 votes
#3.1 - Tue Jun 15, 2010 6:31 PM EDT
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magz

Hope Father's Day comes with sweet memories.

  • 2 votes
Reply#4 - Tue Jun 15, 2010 8:41 PM EDT
azsky13

Yeah, I hope so too. Thanks magz.

  • 2 votes
#4.1 - Wed Jun 16, 2010 12:33 AM EDT
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ann in Texas

Wonderful piece.

So for now, I wait… patiently. Maybe understanding will come. I’m battle weary. But I will put the armor back on if that’s what is needed, I will grab the facade and place it back in place if that’s what is needed, I will fight… if that’s what is needed.

This is my attitude as well. It is a battle every day for my dad and so many others. Thank you for posting this Mary, and I'm sorry for the loss of your dad.

  • 3 votes
Reply#5 - Tue Jun 15, 2010 10:09 PM EDT
azsky13

Thank you Ann. It is a little tough this week. I just have to get through Father's Day.

Becky is an awesome writer. We became friends on Twitter. I knew there would be people here who would benefit from her writing as I have.

  • 1 vote
#5.1 - Wed Jun 16, 2010 12:32 AM EDT
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Scott (Scoop) Butki

lurking and reading

  • 1 vote
Reply#6 - Tue Jun 15, 2010 11:01 PM EDT
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